Y2K
Well-Known Member
For those of you who've spoken to me privately may be aware that I have a problem, I've don't think I've ever given anybody the full story.
So I have a really addictive personality it doesn't apply to everything but the things it does I seem to latch onto and have a really tough time letting go.
Before we go further I just want people to understand that this is my opinion, some may not consider it an addiction but when it causes you to behave in the same way a junkie would with substance abuse then it becomes an addiction.
Videogames
League of legends (I am horribly addicted to this videogame to the point where I fucked up my life plan 2 years in a row, if you have a look online you'll see the damage it can do to people. Missing out on class, work etc.
Cannabis
I know this is going to be a sore topic but please remember this is my opinion, just before we moved out of the old place I started smoking Cannabis every night, there is something about weed that slows down everything for me it calms my brain otherwise it goes fucking rampant with thoughts. Now I know most people will say you can't get physically addicted to Cannabis but you can become psychologically addicted to it you chase the high it gives you. Lets keep in mind its causing your brain to release dopamine. I've stopped consuming altogether since the end of August if I'm not mistaken.
Other Drugs
Painkillers have recently become enjoyable, I like the feeling of being numb physically and emotionally, I've stopped them for now as people have started to notice and made me aware that they are addictive. (They are aware of the type of person I am.)
Alcohol
I actually don't like alcohol except beer. I can have a fridge full of beer though and I won't drink it unless I really feel for it.
Any input would be appreciated, I do believe that addiction is genetic, both my grandfathers were heavy alcoholics and my mother said I have the same traits as her dad.
So I have a really addictive personality it doesn't apply to everything but the things it does I seem to latch onto and have a really tough time letting go.
Before we go further I just want people to understand that this is my opinion, some may not consider it an addiction but when it causes you to behave in the same way a junkie would with substance abuse then it becomes an addiction.
Videogames
League of legends (I am horribly addicted to this videogame to the point where I fucked up my life plan 2 years in a row, if you have a look online you'll see the damage it can do to people. Missing out on class, work etc.
Cannabis
I know this is going to be a sore topic but please remember this is my opinion, just before we moved out of the old place I started smoking Cannabis every night, there is something about weed that slows down everything for me it calms my brain otherwise it goes fucking rampant with thoughts. Now I know most people will say you can't get physically addicted to Cannabis but you can become psychologically addicted to it you chase the high it gives you. Lets keep in mind its causing your brain to release dopamine. I've stopped consuming altogether since the end of August if I'm not mistaken.
Other Drugs
Painkillers have recently become enjoyable, I like the feeling of being numb physically and emotionally, I've stopped them for now as people have started to notice and made me aware that they are addictive. (They are aware of the type of person I am.)
Alcohol
I actually don't like alcohol except beer. I can have a fridge full of beer though and I won't drink it unless I really feel for it.
Any input would be appreciated, I do believe that addiction is genetic, both my grandfathers were heavy alcoholics and my mother said I have the same traits as her dad.
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