my first experiece wiht LSD was a candy flip, on a december morning, and we went to the east rand mall. bought a KFC avalanche because it was very hot everything kicked in as the ice cream started melting. while the idea sounds amazing for someone who has experience and knows what to expect, for a first trip this was terrible. and I have not touched any of the kind since, and most likely wont ever again.
I know my mind well enough to know I wont be able to handle that kind of thing again.
so we will get some for my GF, and I will be a sober person around to keep her grounded.
she can paint and trip all day and have some fun.
I will stick to my boring sober life. I understand i am an addict and I dont want to open that rabit hole again.
if I am offered coke though, that is much more difficult to say no to. I only survived working double shifts and then heading back to PTA for a full day of classes during uni days because of coke. so for me coke has only fond memories and I dont feel like it is addictive to me. I could have a gram left after a bender weekend and save the entire gram for the next weekend.
