Which impossible things did you see when you lost your mind?I know the feeling. I recently discovered I have Aphantasia, probably as a defense mechanism. When I lost my mind I saw impossible things (in my opinion). My recent magic-mushroom experience felt very familiar. I just try to stay calm and go with the flow these days.
I think my mother was an undiagnosed paranoid-schizophrenic so I'm not sure if it's nature or nurture. I really do believe I'm already dead, so I try to enjoy the good times while they last.